Everyday.... as it goes

Hey... its hum... kind of late... i went out with some friends tonight, went at the st-suplice and drank a little bit and yeah... took the métro... haha and yeah.. i think i need to rest now cause im probably not in my normal state... dizzyy... byebye goodnight!

Oh my god... it's been a year and a half that i didnt write something here.... whoa.. well.. things changed a lot, I'm now in collège and living in rez (or dorms, appartments, call it like you want) I'm studying in musical theater and yeah.. first year... hard but fun. Right now i'm at home ' cause we're on strike (for those stooooooopid budget cuts). We've been on strike for like 3 weeks and I doubt it's gonna end soon... Anyway...

Beside that.. hum... oh yeah.. had 2 boyfriends, both dumped me 'cause i was too fag (plus one of them still had a crush on my friend!) And i can say that things have changed on that side, I mean, i'm no longer the little feminate that wears everything that can look gay and act gay and smell gay... I decided to be more like me... of course i'm gay, and of course i'm not really the perfect exemple of what manhood is, but i'm who i am and i'm no longer trying to be i'm-gay-i'm-accepting-myself-i-want-everyone-to-notice-it. (even a guy in college told me that if i haven't told him i was gay he'd have never guessed.... good move.. ok i must admit that i still like purple but eh!)

Hmm.. is there anything else to say?... dont think so... well... i'll try to write a little bit more (so Millie you'll have something to read!)

Take care (if anyone read this :P)

AAAAAAARRRGGG.. I just all typed my update(which... by the way... was very long) and it dissapeared!!!! AAAAARRRRGGG

Anyway... I have a stupid work to do for Career choice....

I was costumed as the Grandest Glamour Star with my friend...

Yesterday I went to the japanese restaurant for my mum's birthday and after it was my friend's halloween party...

That's all....

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Haaa.. another week over...

This week the pictures for the year book and the prom were taken... I was one of the only guys to be in the red robe... anyway... it was cool... (kind of).. it so weird to be in that robe with the lil flat hat and the fake diploma... it's like "whoa... last year of high school"... haaa.. nostalgia

It was also the first rehearsal for Aida... It went sooooo well... Very good for a first time... We were practicing the first song.. and when she did the high notes... it was sooo good!

Er... Marie-Anne talked to me during lunch time Wednesday... maybe its getting better on that side... And I tink I'm starting to er.. block my emotions/feelings/whatever again... grrr... anyway...

What else?... I think it was that... :-)

Well.. nothin much happened today... tomorrow is the pictures for the year book and the prom... And i really don't like my hair... it's too short... anyway.. I think I found a way to comb them.... We'll see tomorrow...

Good night to you all!

Oh my god... It's been a really long time.. I'm sorry (if there're some readers...), a lot happened

Ok.... lets start by... mmm... My connection didn't work during a whole week... Damn cable company...

After that.. Tuesday (the 7th).. we were all sitting at the cafeteria, talking about everything and nothing... and one of my really close friend (Marie-Anne) got very rude with me... It's been likee two weeks since I wanted to tell her that I think that she changedattitude with me... But I dunno this time was just too much and I ended up yelling at her that she changed and that she was rude and everything...

So... Wednesday.. Marie-Jo talked to me.. she said that Marie-Anne also found that I changed and everything else and she said to maybe apologize Thursday...

...And that's what I was going to do. Thursday, during the last pause just before the last period, Marie-Anne was alone and I approched her "Can I talk to you a minute" "No". I took her arm and said "Really, I want to explain myself and apologize" but I even didn't end this that she was yelling at me names and after she went upstairs... Butthe things she said hurt me so much... You can't know the impact those words had on me... I stood there, for a second, in the middle of the place (that's the "hall/lobby" at school), doing nothing when I saw Marie-Jo.. I tried to explain her but I just ended up shouting what happened and... after, I started bashing in a window until it broke...

Anyway... now Marie-Anne doesn't want to talk to me cause the window thing freaked her, she was pretending I would have hurt her and did on her what I did on the window... andnow she's ignoring me...

Now... only the time will maybe set things right.

To change my mind I went to La Ronde the Friday.... it was fright fest! hehe... After... Saturday I did a big clean up of my room.. It's now clean!!! And I now use my wardrobe/closet/call it whatever you like!!! And Sunday I went to the movies with Paule to see Sur le Seuil... OMG!!! That was sooooooo freakin good!!!! :D

After that.. Tuesday was the college day... so we went to the college... fun... and the rest of the week was normal...

Next Tuesday is the FIRST Aida rehearsal!!!

And... that's about it!

Oh.. rumors for a hypercoaster next year at La ronde!

It's been a long time... really... my connection has some problems (damn cable company... anyway...)

Today... I missed all the buses so I had to walk to school... 30min... then arrived 15min late...

I got a fight with a friend tuesday... i tried to arranged things today before the last period.... she stared yelling stupid things at me and i ended up bashing in a window and braking it.... anyway

I dont really feel like explain those things right now.... well i just dont want to lose a 4 years old friendship...